Have you ever felt the same?
How stupid of me.
It’s coming towards the exams and this happens to me.
In my somewhat stressful life here, everytime I talk to you, everything just fades away.
Tiredness, anxiousness, and all negative feelings just drown in your eyes.
But have you ever felt the same?
Everyday I wake up and hoping that I would meet you while walking to school.
Even the time inbetween lessons, It would be just wonderful to just say “hi”
or maybe watch you smile.
Everyone says its not the time.
I havn’t really accepted that. Sadly.
I hate putting up a front. But I don’t think I have a choice anymore.
It hurts everytime people ask but i have denied each time just saying we are good friends.
Is there any other way to tell you how I am feeling right now?
But I will never get a chance because it’s either choosing what I want or what you want.
And I choose the latter.
Sooner or later I will accept the facts.
